Larry Eby

Aphasia


It’s winter and no one can speak. It’s been weeks. We

walk past each other in the grocery store, try to

converse over broccoli, lemons, a whole conversation

in only nods over the meat counter. We gather

information from the numbers on digital screens.

$32.59. We pay. We move on. We do not yell in the

traffic or the snow, but only grunt to gather attention

before stepping aside on the sidewalk for those

passing by in their thick nylon coats.

As the weeks move on, we begin to test each other.

Bar fights break out—multiple in a night. The sound

of traffic accidents ricochet across the snow and off

windows. Children stop going to school and flip

through the channels, hoping to hear something they

can remember how to say. Pots and pans clang

together. In a field, someone lights a string of

firecrackers. A car flies off a bridge. When they find

the body, a boy sings the first, indecipherable word:

something about light. Something we all understood,

but still couldn’t speak.