Larry Eby

The Wind Speaks to Me About Dying


The thing about small towns: we gossip, we rumor,

we read the headlines and bring it up whenever we

meet. Did you hear about...? I can’t believe that... and in

the shielding light of our bedrooms, we curl up with

our lovers and don’t speak of what scares us. We fill a

cup with sugar. We fill our mouths with it. We

sidestep a train as it narrowly misses us and slides

into the next town. In the noon sun, the dust swirls

and gathers: dust devil. You know what I mean. The

devil is in the wind or the wind is what speaks to us

about what’s important. So spread your arms into it

and feel it twist you and release. Feel it bend your

body with its tug and listen.